Last Blog

So you all know what this blog has been about, if I can I will update you on the progress of my situation. AGAIN I don't know how long i will last in this situation but I will give my all. This situation definitely opened my eyes to a lot of things, and put me in a situation that i had to grow up in a lot of ways. If any of you ever find yourselves in a situation like this i guess you can leave a comment on this page.

Fireworks

So this week My girl and her daughter are coming to N.Y for the 4th of July holiday weekend. We are supposed to have these "family outings" i guess you can call it that. Her daughter is so excited to see me and she is saying she wishes her real father could be me. She is saying things like she can't wait until her mother and I get married. In my head I can't even lie I'm looking forward to this outing just so i can continue to feel this situation out. Its a whole weekend of me doing the family thing, does anyone have any suggestions on what i should paying attention to while out with "my family".

KILL SWITCH

Is it just me or does anyone else think the government has enough power and control as is? Now they want to regulate what we see and research on the internet. I guess the land of the free isn't so free anymore. I think f they put this much time and effort into the state of our economy right now we will be better off.

The Revelation

For me the one thing that stands out about my situation is i always told myself before that i would never date anyone with a child, and my father always told me if i want to make God laugh, plan! I don't know i can't even lie I have grown up a lot in this situation. And it feels great to step up into someone's life and completely change things for the better. Is there anyone out there that would never date someone because they have a child?

What would you do?

So i went to Sea World in Mach and the lady and i are in the bed. Her daughters father calls and she is laying next to me having a convo with her child's father about her daughter. Fellas how would you take something like that? Im not a jelous person at all but i'm not going to lie dealing with situations like this is kind of difficult at times. How would you take it if your boyfriend/girlfriend was in the bed having a conversation with their ex boyfriend/ex girlfriend.

Pinch Father

Now some of you may be familiar with the term pinch hitter, for those of you who aren't let me break it down. In baseball a pinch hitter is called in mainly to produce runs, a all purpose athlete who can step into situations and just flat out score runs no matter what the situation is. In my case i see myself as a pinch father. My girl has a 5 year old daughter that doesn't really have a father present. Some of you single mother's know exactly what i mean by this. So my job is to step in and try to be everything that he isn't. Believe me its hard. At first i thought this job would be so easy. After all it doesn't take much to step in and be something that someone else isn't rite? Wrong. If anybody out there knows or is in this situation let me know how you handle your situation.